A Major Minor Chord

Is it possible to find a minor major chord?
Like a kink in the cord that links my brain to my heart
It's tore
In art there's an inert core
That wants to move
But there's unmoving groove
Where I can't change my sad attitude
Not rude
Maybe call it uninfused
Unfulfilled
Window sill
Broken and breaking and shattered until until...
It doesn't matter I'm still
Broken I'm poking
I'm hoping
This downward sloping
Leads to an up turn
Will my pleads go unheard
Shit I sit and wonder
Sometimes I catch a glimpse of a little bit of thunder
And it bashes a sunder
Damn I wonder
Can a man break under
The weight on his shoulders
The older I get
The boulder I bet
Prometheus could never forget
So I sing to forget
I Ring a ding ding
I mean the ding when I enter the ring
That I sing
To fight my demons
To show myself that I'm the one I believe in
But when their loud and screaming
I pretend I'm proud when I'm bleeding
I'm needing
Conceding
That maybe this path that I track is a bit more uneven
I listen to a this stream and I think that the sound around is growing too loud
But even in rush
I feel good
I feel trust
That this hook ain't a bust
That I ain't shit outta luck
And even if I don't know what
And even if they all don't give a f---
I buck up not cause I want, cause I must
Cause I need to scrape off the rust
Before I put on the cape, blow off the dust
So for this escape I ask again
Mine or maje
Or major more minor?
I guess maybe the chord is a Major of Minor